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33 Years of Gratitude: A Journey of Giving Back


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A Letter to 33


Dear Friends, Family, and my Soul Community,


As I sit here on the cusp of celebrating 33 years around the sun, I feel an overwhelming mix of gratitude, humility, and deep emotion. This year, my birthday isn’t about gifts or wishes but rather about sharing and giving back. In these 33 years, life has graced me with adventures beyond what I could have imagined, and I now feel it’s time to extend the gratitude that fills my heart by honoring the journey and the people who have been a part of it.

The past decade has been nothing short of magical. I have traveled to 40 countries, seen places I once only dreamed of, and built a life beyond the boundaries of what I thought was ever possible for me. I have felt the rush of achieving financial milestones. I have made a home in this ocean-view apartment in Cape Town, South Africa. I have been blessed to sit in sacred plant medicine ceremonies with the Shipibo tribe in Peru, meditate in silence alongside Buddhist monks in Thailand, and explore the deep healing of family constellations in South Africa. Each experience has shaped my spirit, bringing me face-to-face with the profound depth of this human experience. Through these experiences, I have gathered memories and lessons, but I’ve also been reminded, time and again, of my role in this grand web of life. For that, I feel deeply humbled.


More precious than any place, however, are the friendships and soul connections I’ve made with people across the globe – a family of souls who have touched my life in ways words cannot capture. I am filled with deep gratitude for the family and friends who have shaped my journey. To my family, thank you for your unwavering support in my wild adventures across the globe. To the soul mothers who have taken me in, offering homes in London, Huanchaco, Playa Del Carmen, Barcelona, New Zealand, and Cape Town, your warmth has been my place of safety. To my soul sisters, who have taught me the sacred power of feminine energy—nurturing, loving, intuitive, and creative support—I am forever grateful. And to the men in my life, both friends and partners, thank you for holding space and offering strength and safety. Each of you has shown me the meaning of love, support, and belonging, and for that, I am deeply honored for your time and space.


And here I am, with nearly 2,000 of you, a community of seekers, followers, and friends who trust my guidance in uncovering the power of our spiritual gifts. Together, we’ve embarked on journeys of self-discovery, healing, and growth. To me, this is the ultimate achievement – not just leading but learning alongside you, but remaining mindful of the beauty and responsibility this human experience holds.


I am here now, almost 33 years in, fully aware of the power that lies within truly living, deeply feeling, and constantly growing. I have leaned into the moments of discomfort, pain, and vulnerability, allowing them to break me open so I could meet the world and myself more fully, with more understanding. I am here, able to stand in my authenticity, sharing from the heart, and inviting others to do the same. I never imagined that reaching this age would mean standing here, feeling like I’ve crossed some finish line of acceptance, of gratitude, of fullness.


“You are exactly where you need to be.” These words resonate within me with a truth that brings tears to my eyes. I am here, standing in the completeness of what life has given me, open to whatever lies ahead, feeling the gratitude of all I am, all I have, all I need, and all I love.


With all the passion, joy, and humbleness of my journey so far, I thank you for being part of this life and letting me be part of yours.


With love & light,

Meesh




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